{"id":1568,"date":"2014-12-06T03:08:56","date_gmt":"2014-12-06T03:08:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=1568"},"modified":"2015-08-15T00:36:33","modified_gmt":"2015-08-15T00:36:33","slug":"not-here","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=1568","title":{"rendered":"Not here."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sat, with damp dogs,<br \/>\nin the boot of my car.<br \/>\nwhile mist rolls over, drips.<br \/>\nDogs fidget, chew a stick.<br \/>\nFor me though, silence.<\/p>\n<p>Rain comes,<br \/>\nbeating on the roof and windows.<br \/>\nFalling heavier now,<br \/>\nnose \u00a0the car into the wind.<\/p>\n<p>The boot now childhood\u2019s cave<br \/>\nA teenaged den,<br \/>\nyoung camp outs.<br \/>\nCars slept in,<br \/>\neven the luxury of a van.<\/p>\n<p>Snug, in the elements.<br \/>\nA shift, wind sends eddies<br \/>\nShuffle back deeper in<br \/>\nShove the dogs into place.<\/p>\n<p>Pull the bootlid closer in<br \/>\nSanctuary, here.<br \/>\nThe smell of the wet dogs<br \/>\nEvocative of dogs, loved and gone.<\/p>\n<p>A choir the wind<br \/>\nThe rhythm of rain<br \/>\nThe curious shuffling of the dogs.<br \/>\nA place contained,<br \/>\nmemory evoked.<\/p>\n<p>Any one of a dozen beaches,<br \/>\nany lay-by on the moors,<br \/>\nPlymouth Hoe, Porthleven<br \/>\nSennen watch, not here.<\/p>\n<p>Not here, no.<br \/>\nSomewhere, though not here<br \/>\nFor a moment, please, be here.<br \/>\nTied to a moment<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sat, with damp dogs, in the boot of my car. while mist rolls over, drips. Dogs fidget, chew a stick. For me though, silence. Rain comes, beating on the roof and windows. Falling heavier now, nose \u00a0the car into the &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=1568\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":1849,"menu_order":24,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-1568","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1568","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1568"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1568\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1849"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1568"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}