{"id":808,"date":"2013-04-17T10:45:43","date_gmt":"2013-04-17T10:45:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=808"},"modified":"2015-10-31T04:44:02","modified_gmt":"2015-10-31T04:44:02","slug":"a-birthday","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=808","title":{"rendered":"A Birthday"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My birthday,<br \/>\n28 years, undistinguished.<br \/>\nCold January, signs of rain to come.<br \/>\nOur day off, just one a week.<br \/>\nI drove, I always drove.<\/p>\n<p>If I remember<br \/>\nwe had the Dewerstone to ourselves.<br \/>\nJust me and Clarkie.<br \/>\nOr at least that\u2019s how it now seems.<br \/>\nHis treat, my present.<\/p>\n<p>Climbers&#8217; Club, ordinary,<br \/>\nhard, very severe.<br \/>\nWe kitted up at the bottom,<br \/>\nsmoked for a while,<br \/>\nthen Clarkie set off.<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019s got an odd style.<br \/>\nNot strong, poised,<br \/>\ndelicate for such a big man.<br \/>\nI hardly remember the first pitch.<br \/>\nJust sense of steepness,<br \/>\ngood holds marked by years of passage.<\/p>\n<p>The belay was a ledge, not big, big enough.<br \/>\nWe fumbled about, rearranged the gear.<br \/>\nClarkie offered me the lead<br \/>\n<em>\u201cGo on it\u2019s easy this one\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cYou\u2019ve not done it before you arse,<br \/>\nso how do you know?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p>He grinned, set off again.<br \/>\nThen the ropes pulled at me,<br \/>\nreluctantly I unclipped the belay.<br \/>\nNot a hard pitch, as it turns out.<br \/>\n(Could I have lead it? We&#8217;ll never know now.)<\/p>\n<p>Soon I was sat next to him on the ledge.<br \/>\nCozy in a niche. Clipped in,<br \/>\nand a sudden strong rain blew over the crag.<br \/>\nDown to the woods, and the river Plym.<br \/>\nTwo hundred feet below our heels.<\/p>\n<p>The rain fell, heavy.<br \/>\nIt blew and blustered.<br \/>\nWe sat safe, strung to the rock,<br \/>\nshelterd in our erie<\/p>\n<p>We stopped there for a while,<br \/>\nentranced, we laughed at squalls.<br \/>\nTold tales, shared smokes.<br \/>\nBut mainly just watched the rain fall.<br \/>\nA blessing.<\/p>\n<p>It was, and remains<br \/>\nthe most sublime moment of my life.<br \/>\nAn eternity in five minutes<br \/>\nof absolute tranquility and joy.<\/p>\n<p>I can see us now, still there,<br \/>\neternally blessed by the moment.<\/p>\n<p>The rest of the climb,<br \/>\npassed without event.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My birthday, 28 years, undistinguished. Cold January, signs of rain to come. Our day off, just one a week. I drove, I always drove. If I remember we had the Dewerstone to ourselves. Just me and Clarkie. Or at least &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=808\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":1849,"menu_order":1,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-808","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/808","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=808"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/808\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1849"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=808"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}