{"id":824,"date":"2013-06-23T06:56:09","date_gmt":"2013-06-23T06:56:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=824"},"modified":"2017-03-25T01:27:22","modified_gmt":"2017-03-25T01:27:22","slug":"brentor","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=824","title":{"rendered":"Brentor"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"\" src=\"\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/_d_improd_\/brentor1_f_improf_443x294.jpg\" width=\"443\" height=\"294\" data-mce-width=\"80\" data-mce-height=\"49\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Set hard atop the tor, this holy place, for those<br \/>\nwho worship Christ. Holy to my mind too,<br \/>\nmy consecrated history. One of the constants I crave,<br \/>\na toehold of the heart. A place in my being.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Do I Worship? After a fashion, yes. But silent,<br \/>\ndisconnected, held rooted. For some it is a land lost.<br \/>\nI cling to these places, the mind\u2019s hand grips the edge.<br \/>\nNot for reassurance, but for reflection,<br \/>\nconnection, alive here in my past.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Here the wallstone, mottled with lichen,<br \/>\nholds an old tale. Oak door riveted with<br \/>\nancient iron, bulwarks. Coloured glass,<br \/>\nyellow light on wooden pews, shiny with age.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Rest and comfort me. Recreate a memory,<br \/>\nin this place, of self, past moments.<br \/>\nTimes of joy and youth.<br \/>\nSanctuary if you like, shelter certainly.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">I need this, I need to return. The weather outside<br \/>\nis cold, harsh, as it should be. To pray<br \/>\nwould be facetious, mocking. Sit quiet, alone, absorb<br \/>\nand absorbed, the still air, resonates with meaning.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Set hard atop the tor, this holy place, for those who worship Christ. Holy to my mind too, my consecrated history. One of the constants I crave, a toehold of the heart. A place in my being. Do I Worship? &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=824\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":1849,"menu_order":10,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-824","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/824","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=824"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/824\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1849"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=824"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}