{"id":837,"date":"2013-07-20T06:28:21","date_gmt":"2013-07-20T06:28:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=837"},"modified":"2017-03-17T08:40:50","modified_gmt":"2017-03-17T08:40:50","slug":"hiraeth","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=837","title":{"rendered":"Hiraeth."},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Long remembered places intrude, unbidden<br \/>\nslivers of past. We were then, we are now.<br \/>\nEchoed shadows, from the places of my life,<br \/>\ndrawn, underscored.<br \/>\nThey come.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">On the shore, up to the hill, walking.<br \/>\nToo young for drink, bored, life constricted<br \/>\nby an unwritten code of \u201cthou shalt not.\u201d<br \/>\nDark roads I wondered for its own sake.<br \/>\nTo kill an hour.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Off from a new estate, walking a path consumed,<br \/>\nin thought. When I looked up, and saw<br \/>\nthe pace imagined. The realisation,<br \/>\nthat this was real, this was here, now.<br \/>\nShocked to the core.<br \/>\nI shed my old skin.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">In a dark old room, on a bust sofa bed,<br \/>\na shabby mansion, reading Doyle.<br \/>\nBruised knuckles after a day fighting rock,<br \/>\nand myself. The peat fire, that scent alone,<br \/>\nbrings me back there.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Pordenack, in the rain, a cave, close warm.<br \/>\nScuttling up the guts of the rock,<br \/>\nfinding a secret place to store the ashes of my life.<br \/>\nMaybe to return there, to remain there.<br \/>\nSometime home of a sort.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Long remembered places intrude, unbidden slivers of past. We were then, we are now. Echoed shadows, from the places of my life, drawn, underscored. They come. On the shore, up to the hill, walking. Too young for drink, bored, life &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/?page_id=837\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":1849,"menu_order":12,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-837","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/837","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=837"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/837\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/1849"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.fatbeetle.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=837"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}